Possitive things~

Lets the happy things. I 've got a boy to call my own. I'm in collage all is paid for and its things i like. I have friends i can nerd talk with. Uhhh not much more i can thing of

i'm happy cause i get to converse with my friends again. being isolated is hard, and if i go ahead with the radioiodine (to zap my thyroid and get normalized) i'm gonna have to stay isolated in my room down south, so i'm mostly glad cause i have you guys. and my drawing stuff, so i know i'll get through it. cause, ya know, i have you guys!

*HUGS EVERYONE* We stick together and we be like hey guyz this place is great we being together as a group and be each others buddy know what i mean?

Yeah, for sure *stares at the mountain that is all of my issues* you will not stop meh!

Yeah I like seeing it more as a stair way and each step is a problem that way you don't try to take on too many problems at once. unless you do thta thing where you take two steps at once.

^U^ there are millions of days and obstacles in life, all we can do is take them one at a time and stay positive! there's no time for negativity . there's much to be happy for. i am happy for the good company i have found here, although i may be slow to talk XD. . also happy for all the earth provides to us!

so I went to see my endocrynologist right? Well guess wwhat!!! My thyroid has normalized somewhat! It's 1.6 and normal is 0.8-1.7!! Unfortunately my tsh (thyroid stimulating hormone) is almost nonexistent and we're not sure what my t3 is yet. They reduced my dosage of tapazole from 20 mg to 10 mg for now so yay not so sicky! Cause it makes me feel like crap. Anyways I also saw my psychiatrist to discuss my black box experiences and the black fog as well as the possiblity of me being bipolar. He doesn't want to diagnose me and give me more meds until my graves is totally under control, so yay! Maybe there's wrong with me blegh. On a happier note, I'm so happy to be home lol.

*hugs* YayS Manda chan is doing ok well better anyway and thats all that matters ^_^

I can sympathize with having ubver health problems with my chrones sense 13 making me so pale and sickly that when in 7th grade being only 4''8 and 68 pounds for the longest time. But as the time progressed i had friends and family that helped me make it through and praying for me and the positive energy mixed with my own helped me so much. Now i'm 5''10 and weight 138 an i've never felt better ^_^ It'll be a long road Manda-chan but i know in the deepest parts of my heart and soul that you can beat this. you are strong like every human being on this planet

Nothings wrong with pale skin thou. Just sayin

Onaki wrote:I was larger when I was in the 8th grade, short and tubby, but when I grew into my body I'm 5'3 1/2-5'4" and 121 pounds. Never felt better dropping almost a half of me, although I'm still paper-white and the sun makes me ill, so I have to avoid it as much as possible or else I hallucinate and get on the verge of passing out, sick all day after that.

that sounds no fun, with the light and all. i mean, i'm light sensitive, but not to that extent.

and thanks, onaki and chelle and david, you're all really sweet and nice. i love all of yez *uber group hug*

Well that proves it. We're all strong we have attributes that make us great and when things go wrong for us we can always pull out of it.

It can be nice to look at it from an easier perspective though. Thats why its always good to keep a positive attitude and energy towards the life that you're living

Yeah for me The sun and i aren't good friends i get over heated and irritable and i don't tan but burn and its frustrating to me. I even pass out sometimes O.O